Day 34!!!!!!
Went to the hospital in the morning. Practiced music in the afternoon. Met up with some friends and went to a salsa bachata dance class first time in my life! FUN!!!!! What makes me really happy today is that i made up with my friend. She's my best friend ever. I love her a lot. But last night we had a huge fight......Our friendship almost went to an end. But we made up today. Im really happy. I cant live without her. We been friends...
2021-11-15 22:54:29 +0000 UTC
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Day 33
Hi. How was everybody's weekend. Mine was fine. Stayed home the whole time on Sunday cuz its raining out and super cold. Not too much going on today tbh. its actually day34 here in the morning i just got up and im getting ready to start my day. Going to the hospital today to get the results of physical exams. Hope nothings wrong with my body. Praying.
Last 2 photos of this set. I hope you like them. I love you guys!
2021-11-15 08:52:40 +0000 UTC
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Day 32 in Barcelona.
I haven't been posted for 2 days because i have been super busy!! Im glad im busy just sometimes its too tiring...... Only if we had 30 hours a day!!! btw how do you guys do it when you are SUPER tired but you still gotta get up to work - cuz for me coffee doesnt work at all....
Anyways. This week both of my drum teacher and bass teacher both told me that I was a good student (altho my bass teacher did yell at me again sayin...
2021-11-14 13:52:25 +0000 UTC
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day 30 in Barcelona
been a month here already. Ive been super busy going to music classes dance classes practice sessions.......Tiring but productive. Flamenco guitar is SUPER DIFFICULT tho I don't understand how my profe can play thatfast with such dexterity, and my dance teacher as well They are all so good. and my drums teacher and my bass teacher....OMG so many people inthis world are better than me why is everybody better than me...I'm good,...
2021-11-12 00:12:00 +0000 UTC
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Day 30 in Barcelona.
Omg today i was super stressed and annoyed..... Guess its cuz im on my period, feeling emotional. Had a super busy day, but productive. Practiced a lot. Just not really on a good mood. Every little thing sets me off. I even threw tantrum to a friend of mine. I never do that lol.... Goddamn it period. LIke i dont get it why those who are NOT pregnant should be punished with periods?? So unfair!!!!!!!!
ok ill calm lol. Tomorrow...
2021-11-10 01:19:31 +0000 UTC
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day 29 in barcelona!!!
Almost a month!!! I havent posted for 2 days because i have been on period..... And it hurts a lot!!!!!!!ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ Being sick makes me miss home more. and wow i have left home for a month now. I really miss China, where everything is fast and convenient. Things are just SO SLOWWWWW here......
I been looking at tiktok, trying to maybe, idk, blaze a trail there as well... But idk...there seem to be a lo...
2021-11-08 21:32:23 +0000 UTC
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Day 27
People in Spain all got a lil cranky and grumpy to me - at least what i think lol. I got yelled by the portsman of the music school because i covered the window so nobody sees that i was taking OF photos in here. I got yelled by a grumpy boss at a restaurant because i asked " what is this?"...😂 Got yelled by my bass teacher because I brought a friend to my classroom😅 happy Grumpy Spanish People Festival!!!! Im thinking maybe theyll ...
2021-11-06 04:26:25 +0000 UTC
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Day 26
I went to the hospital for the gynocologist to do some physical checkout today. I passed out right at the hospital. First time in my life - fainted. I had never been like this. Like i was feeling off the whole time then all of a sudden i got super dizzy and everything went black then i fell onto the ground........ For a moment i felt like i was gonna die. it was painful, strengthless and helpless...... So all it boiled down to hypoglycemia...
2021-11-05 00:58:16 +0000 UTC
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Day 25 in Barcelona
Woww its almost been a month here! The longest time in my life i have left China.
Today was ok - I wasnt energetic like I always am today.. I even fell asleep practicing piano and drums.. So yea im a bad student🥲
Its getting super cold in Spain. I hate the cold... I cant live with the cold. Winter just makes more lazier and lazier. It's a painful thing for me since i grew up in Southern China - every day feels like summer ...
2021-11-03 20:49:47 +0000 UTC
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Day 24 in Barcelona.
Life gets back to being busy again. I like this. It's just weather is getting colder and colder and since im from south of China, all of this is still too cold for me..
The colder it gets the more lonely I feel. I miss home. I miss my sisters. I miss them a lot a lot a lot. If they knew i was doing this - posting explicit pictures online in foreign countries for a living - they would be massively disappointed in me.. It's no...
2021-11-02 21:33:23 +0000 UTC
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Halloween set!
to be honest ive lost count on how many days im here. its been 3 weeks now.
Went out to party last night the first time in Barcelona and first time i did halloween and this is my outfut!!!!! ill post more photos in this session!!! Stay tuned guys theyll only get hoter and hoter!!!!!!
had fun. cuz its holiday here most of the stores were closed. i looked for a place for costume for so long and finally decided on batwoman.... at fi...
2021-11-01 17:47:25 +0000 UTC
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Day 19 in Barcelona.
Had a super busy week. Skipped a lot of Spanish classes. But music and dance has been really productive. Had my first drum lesson, my first bass lesson. And learned some SUPER DIFFICULT guitar skills. BORING and DULL and HARD.. Ouch... nothing is easy.......
One thing in Spain that really frustrates me is 1. they always have vacations and weekend and vacations nothing is open- meaning you can't practice drums and piano on we...
2021-10-30 12:35:35 +0000 UTC
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Day 17 in Barcelona
Skipped school AGAIN!!!!!!!! I'm such a bad student lol. Had my very drum class in Taller de musics - one of the best music institutions, according to my friends. The professor taught me a few ways to correct my ways to hold the drumsticks, turns out for so long i have been holding the drumsticks in a way thats less relaxing.... Practice!
2hours of Drum practice today, 2 hours of piano practice. - Had a super tiring day. It w...
2021-10-28 08:56:06 +0000 UTC
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day 15 in Barcelona. Wow Cant believe its been 2 weeks already.
Our Spanish professor changed today. She seems to be funnier but I can´t learn much from her. And we are all girls in this C1 Spanish class. 😅 I start to feel like maybe i should skip school more often and go practice instead. I can learn it on my own, which is more efficient anyways.
Then it came to the first dance class I went to in Europe. I looked for a place where they teac...
2021-10-26 03:44:47 +0000 UTC
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day 13 in Barcelona.
Didn't go to jam cuz i freaked out and i came up with some lame excuses and canceled it. yea... i feel stupid.... i shouldve gone to jam... but i just didnt really feel like i was prepared... 10 songs in 2 days was just not enough.. also this week im sure as hell wasnt as fun as last week cuz they are more girls this week hahaha. I'm not into girls🤣🤣🤣
apart from that, studied a whole lot. Sigh, what is it for, some...
2021-10-24 09:24:25 +0000 UTC
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Day 12 in Barcelona.
Skipped school today😂 Feeling SUPER tired and lazy idk what i did maybe i was sleepwalking and went to rob the bank??? Anyways.. Finally decided which music school to go to - the best one in Barcelona. As I found all the other were all a little too easy for me... My new journey is going to start soon! I'm going to learn more about music now i'm so excited!!! But meanwhile its also more costly than all the other schools😥...
2021-10-23 03:39:23 +0000 UTC
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Day 11 in Barcelona.
All the students feeling crawled back. Cuz i have been off school for a long time, today i felt it again. All that school stuff- didnt want to get up for school, sleepy eyes, almost falling asleep at class...... I miss that feeling haha.
Had my first guitar lesson here. I showed the teacher the Spanish song I wrote... tbh i felt sooooo ashamed to play native spanish people this song. I used harmonic minor in the song so that...
2021-10-22 07:26:44 +0000 UTC
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Day 10 in Barcelona
Life has settled down here now. Hung out with a friend who loves the Beatles as much as I do. We sang and played the guitar, all about the Beatles. Gosh, I really love them. All of their music was what inspired me to start writing songs back then.
Speaking of which i need to start writing songs again. I have always feared that my songs are not good enough and felt embarrassed to play it to people. As much as i ve played my son...
2021-10-21 05:55:25 +0000 UTC
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Day 9 in Barcelona.
Wow can't believe its been almost 10 days here. Time flies by. Went to hunt for music school today again because the last one I found was too costly and i can't really afford it. (They say thats the best music institute in Barcelona. )
So I went from one to another, I tried out the first free trial class. hmm, I'm just not so impressed by the teacher..... Like, all the techniques he told me I have already all learned online. ...
2021-10-20 00:41:34 +0000 UTC
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Day 8 in Barcelona.
Today my school started. As someone who had never studied abroad, i had so much envision to sit in a classroom filled with students with different hair style, eyes color, different faces, different atitudes and who speak different languages!! Wow everything was new to me because I had always been studying in traditional Chinese school!!
To be honest, i was also quite worried. Though I understand most people now are not racist...
2021-10-19 04:08:51 +0000 UTC
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Day 7 in Barcelona. Didnt do anything special today. Just be lazy the whole afternoon lying in bed practicing guitar then falling asleep. Later met up with a friend, this is one of the new friends i made in barcelona. Feeling lonely sometimes mostly because i miss my sisters. Also i got yelled at by the staff at supermarket because i forgot to bring my mask😢. This is the first time someone yelled at me i was so embarrassed..... More lonliness ...
2021-10-17 23:12:49 +0000 UTC
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Day 6 in Barcelona. Went on some app and found a group of people to jam. I was really nervous to be honest because this was the first time Im really jamming with musicians in a foreign country, in Spain, in Europe. This was intimidating. I always feel like musicians out here are way more advanced and better. I, as a self taught musican, really dont know if i could handle this. I might probably fuck it up as I did the other night with the song Boh...
2021-10-16 20:04:40 +0000 UTC
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Day5 in Barcelona. Im loving this city more and more every day. Finally got kinda settled down. Waiting for school day. I walked by an apartment and overheard some people jamming with guitars. And i joined them and had tons of fun. I realized i had made some progress on guitar soloing. Again confirmed that music is what im living for. Its my passion, its my life. And im here in Barcelona. Im sure this year will take me far. Tonight i officially ...
2021-10-16 00:22:54 +0000 UTC
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Day 4 in Barcelona. Missing my family a lot. Went out to hunt for music school. omg, everything was so expensive!! Wanted to do flamenco guitar, electric guitar, bass, drums lessons but it was just WAY outta my budget. Gotta work harder to make it happen now!!!
So this is me basking under the sun after long day of hunting for music estudio. i love u guys
2021-10-14 23:04:54 +0000 UTC
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day3 in Barcelona. Finally got settled down. Bought myself some clothes. Don't really like to take lines, thats one thing i miss about China. I just go shopping online and all that you want will just be sent to your home. But I had an awesome day. Tried croquetas for the first time finally. Didnt really like it hahah but im glad i tried. Tomorrow i'll start looking for music studio in Barcelona. I'm already missing playing piano a lot and drums!!...
2021-10-14 00:28:06 +0000 UTC
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Day2 in Barcelona. Finally got my Onlyfans set up. I hope you guys like my pictures! And subscribe please haha i need the money to learn Flamenco guitar, which is the whole incentive of me coming to Europe!
2021-10-13 00:29:35 +0000 UTC
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2021-10-11 21:47:43 +0000 UTC
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