Oh hello humans,
There are many new ones here.
For those just joining the fuckery - welcome! I would love to know how you found me.
For those who have been here a while, if you remember I’d love your feedback as well.
2021-11-20 14:40:55 +0000 UTC
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Just like shedding shadows, accessing light is an active non-linear process.
Direction and velocity are so subjective that there is no "way"
This used to fck up my neuro-divergent brain.
"How do you do life right?"
Answer: There is no answer
🙃 DOES NOT COMPUTE 🙃
When one wants system and order, a blank piece of paper can feel like a nightmare (or am I alone in this trigger)?
Working through darkness is chaotic and painful, but there is ...
2021-11-19 21:55:54 +0000 UTC
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Worship train - you worship my ass while I worship his cock
2021-11-14 19:11:55 +0000 UTC
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My posing always reflects my inner state.
Initially I was trying to figure out a way to pose this tie as some sort of false suspension - but I could never seem to nail the framing or the shape.
As soon as I starting thinking about how I actually felt that day, what came to mind was "crawling up the stairs with your legs tied together."
So I decided to give that a go instead.
And sure enough, at least to me, it worked a lot better.
2021-11-13 19:11:45 +0000 UTC
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>>> Swipe to turn around and bend over <<<
I self-tied and self-shot for the first time in over a year.
I've been so disconnected from all my creative practices - and I've certainly felt it in my mind.
This day I woke up, the light was just beautiful and I spent the entire thing flailing around alone with my camera and rope.
Here are some of the results.
2021-11-12 19:11:49 +0000 UTC
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Reminder: Your thrusting lesson is tomorrow morning at 11am PST with @mrdexparker & I!
http://getcheex.com/how-to-thrust
2021-11-08 21:16:49 +0000 UTC
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It is Sunday Bumday and I am sharing one of my favourite sets of images.
Or rather a very specific focus of them.
This was the first time Max and I were captured having sex and we were obsessed with the results.
Sunday Bumday will now feature the butts from that shoot.
2021-11-07 19:11:51 +0000 UTC
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Disclaimer: I experience s3xual dysfunction.
Within my own brain and my relationship with myself.
Within my relationships with people of all genders.
Physically
Emotionally
Socially
The experiences you see in the content before you did not come to me easily.
I worked hard.
I made a lot of mistakes.
I cried a lot of tears.
I felt a lot of hurt.
I still work hard.
To question my conditioning.
Challenge my inner dialogue.
Explore what scares ...
2021-11-04 05:11:18 +0000 UTC
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BONUS SLUT STUDY SESSION: Tangible Tips For Opening Up Sexually
Once upon a time I saw a beautiful bi boy on the internet and thought “wow I’d love to do terrible things with and to him” and then did absolutely nothing with that thought from within my monogamous relationship — including admit to it.
Fast forward 24 months and I’m sitting on @mrdexparker's face dripping period 🩸 into his mouth, waiting for my partner to come home......
2021-11-01 20:01:37 +0000 UTC
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SLUT STUDY SESSION: Bisexuality
This is a talk I recorded for Cheex about identifying as a bisexual and what that journey has been like in my life.
How do you identify?
2021-11-01 18:11:53 +0000 UTC
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Once my butt was a bitcoin (for a project that went up in flames).
Are you dressing up for Halloween?
2021-10-31 18:11:38 +0000 UTC
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Toe ropes
2021-10-30 18:12:10 +0000 UTC
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Posing/Flailing
When I'm trying to find a frame or shape I like - I set up a video and just see what happens.
When I went to retrieve my phone, it was being babysat by a toad.
2021-10-29 18:11:54 +0000 UTC
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I wish this was moving
2021-10-28 18:11:48 +0000 UTC
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How simple we seem
or at least pretend to be in front of others
and how twisted we are deep down
How paltry we are and how spectacularly we contort ourselves before our own eyes, and the eyes of others
All for what?
To hide what?
To make people believe what?
― Roberto Bolaño
(The photographer paired this quote with this image and I thought it was a great combo)
2021-10-26 19:22:35 +0000 UTC
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Questions from Reddit
Would you rather always have a unibrow but hogwarts is real and you get to go, or m33t your soulmate but have to repeat kindergarden through 12th grade.
2021-10-26 18:11:54 +0000 UTC
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POWER POSING TUTORIAL
This clearly had a different purpose for a different platform, but if you're looking to inject more intensity into your imagery, the tips still apply!
2021-10-25 18:12:20 +0000 UTC
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You're getting double bum today just because
2021-10-25 06:11:58 +0000 UTC
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Some of my favourite shibari photos.
How I miss the queen of resting bitch face - Udo <3
(she's still alive - we just live far apart now)
2021-10-23 18:11:40 +0000 UTC
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Would you rather (from reddit)
Stick a toothpick under your big toe's toenail and kick a wall
or have to sit in a very small room filled with 1,000 spiders for an hour
2021-10-19 18:14:10 +0000 UTC
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NEW Slut Study Session: Thrusting Lesson with @mrdexparker
We decided to get together for a test run and to film our promo material.
And Dex just decided he was going to put me through a full workout for me to get 30 seconds of material...
I broke into a full sweat and felt my quads all day.
This class is going to show you all the muscles you didn't know you could use to fuck.
Our Live Thrusting Lesson will be November 9th @ 11AM PST
Hosted...
2021-10-18 18:13:46 +0000 UTC
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This was my favourite room to shoot butt stuff in.
It is missed.
But it was well utilized while it lasted.
2021-10-17 18:13:50 +0000 UTC
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What makes you feel small and helpless?
2021-10-16 18:13:26 +0000 UTC
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My movement practice has been so much slower lately.
It's felt like everything else around me is moving at an uncontrollable speed.
So this has been the place I can take everything down to a regulated rhythm.
And just be with my breath.
I've been trying to give fewer fucks and work up the confidence to move wherever I want - regardless of who is around.
But it's hard to let go when you have an audience you don't really want.
There's just too m...
2021-10-15 18:13:24 +0000 UTC
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My first solo day trip
It was a little colder than expected and I’m really grateful I got up extra early to buy a hat 🙃
Eventually the city will start to wash off 😅
2021-10-14 18:14:15 +0000 UTC
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I've been a lot quieter on here because my whole world has truly been changing.
This month I moved from a city of 3 million to 10,000 and my daily commute is now to the wood pile that's making me it's bitch.
I'm so excited to share more of where I am and what's to come - because for the first time in literally years - I actually feel excitement about those things.
However for now I'm trying to be selfish and taking them for myself.
One of tho...
2021-10-12 18:17:02 +0000 UTC
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Boop dump
2021-10-09 18:15:05 +0000 UTC
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Had to salute this sun
I had a really hard time grounding here.
But I got there.
And eventually just enjoyed the ground beneath me.
2021-10-08 18:15:06 +0000 UTC
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Most of my modelling is either yoga or stimming.
I know how to be symmetrical and strong.
Or a pile of chaotic limbs.
But I certainly can’t portray a human.
2021-10-08 03:16:01 +0000 UTC
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Can you spot the bigger breast?
It’s probably a half-size larger than the other.
‘Cause nature has a sense of humour like that and everything on your body are sisters, not twins
2021-10-07 03:16:43 +0000 UTC
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