One of the most helpful things I've done when I've needed to rebuild my self worth and self perception is making a promise to myself and following through with it. Something as small as to go to the grocery store within the next couple hours, or to send a letter to someone, or to just enjoy myself and my coffee for 15 minutes without worrying in my head. Any little thing that I want for myself, to help me learn to trust my own word. To know that ...
2024-08-22 01:29:10 +0000 UTC
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I was sitting in the river topless because my bathing suit top broke, and four rafts full of people floated by !!! Only a couple people saw me before I dipped under the water to hide. I got out, laid a shirt over me and was just enjoying the sun, and one final raft full of folks went by... one man saw me and I threw him a peace sign, he peaced back ✌🏻 but then couldnt stop looking and then he FELL OUT ahahaha everyone halfheartedly scrambled...
2024-08-21 18:16:02 +0000 UTC
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Here's a nice selection of some of my nicest moments on my latest trip. Truth is though every moment was a nice moment !!
Food and modeling and baking and making music. My main staples.
I have the intention of sending at least two letters of thanks on this trip. I'm writing that here so I have the potential embarrassment of not following through on such a simple and necessary element of being a connected human. Writing letters, sharin...
2024-08-20 18:33:03 +0000 UTC
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another sketch just sent to me by Frédéric Forest !
2024-08-19 16:39:34 +0000 UTC
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maybe i shoulda got this top
2024-08-18 17:15:02 +0000 UTC
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y'all
this is literally the best platform
I'm so happy I can share all these self portraits from years passed. All my muses pulling through me.
this is from the christmas holiday where my partner and I got stuck in the city shut down with snow. the sun was blasting and I had just visited the house where my father died and as I walked up the stairs memories past and future vibrated through my center.. I wrote a poem about ...
2024-08-17 16:21:03 +0000 UTC
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https://onlyfans.com/1221043418/adultland
I did it!
I received the premaster file from my producer (which means we took off our Logic-native AI mastering, which was used in the version I shared in the previous post) and forwarded it to the mastering engineer.
Now...we wait. 🥹 I'll keep y'all posted!!
Thank you for helping me move forward on my ...
2024-08-16 19:33:19 +0000 UTC
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https://onlyfans.com/1219360597/adultland
Y'all, I was actually not expecting this ahahaha this is amazing and I appreciate you all so much!!
I just sent a follow up message to my producer to make sure all the stems for the test song are up to date, and then I will email the mastering engineer to see what he does with that one song!!
Here is a link to t...
2024-08-16 01:27:31 +0000 UTC
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as i've been looking for the other Frédéric Forest illustrations, I've found the timed poses I did during a virtual figure drawing class in 2020! Forgive me, as I do not have the names of the participants, but aren't they just lovely??
2024-08-15 16:29:03 +0000 UTC
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Just putting this here so I can document the idea and process:
I have created my first solo music album
I have sent the link to anyone who has asked, and everyone I wanted to hear it
It is mixed
and:
It needs to be mastered. That is the actual next step.
I am about to email a mastering engineer who charges, I believe, $65/track. That is an excellent price, especially considering the testimonials h...
2024-08-15 03:28:57 +0000 UTC
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some more from my virtual shoot with Art!
2024-08-14 16:31:03 +0000 UTC
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an illustrator named Frédéric Forest sent me a couple sketches of my recent posts. He's done a couple other sketches of me in the past I'll try to find 🌹
2024-08-13 18:29:16 +0000 UTC
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BEHIND THE SCENES, self portrait sessions 🥰🌹 y'all I'm so SO inspired ☀️ this summer is amazing
2024-08-12 17:09:03 +0000 UTC
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A little snippet of my "modeling" movement process for this series. Since it was so early (I had just woken up and like a bug I just went straight toward the light lol) my body wasn't fully warmed up yet, so my movements reflected my limitations 🙆🏼♀️
2024-08-10 17:01:37 +0000 UTC
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more from my virtual shoot from Art
2024-08-10 16:25:02 +0000 UTC
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i'm so jazzed after shooting with art !
yooooo look at this self portrait !
that finger is WILD &&& i got the behind the scenes moment !!
yeah once im on a roll i'm on a roll
for those who havent noticed yet, I run in cycles
cycle of extreme output
cycle of retreat and rest
cycle of receiving
repeat
thanks for being here w me
more art art and my art coming
2024-08-08 22:16:24 +0000 UTC
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remote photo shoot with Art cont...
2024-08-08 16:23:03 +0000 UTC
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Virtual Photo Shoot!! To begin-- he invited me onto the app, I selected "model," and we were connected like a zoom call. if you're familiar with Art's work, he shoots mostly nude with different fabrics covering our nature 😜 I thought about wearing a cute red swimsuit top, but he wanted less overtly sexy/sensual and more weird sexy/sensual. he noticed this wall hanging behind me while I changed and it was easy enough to take down and not a hand...
2024-08-07 18:38:31 +0000 UTC
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I just had a virtual photoshoot with photographer Art, you may know him on instagram by creativerehabnyc. We used this app called CLOS which apparently takes raw photos, and it was very simple and easy to do this remote shoot!! Here are screenshots we took at the beginning of our process.
Apparently with this app you can have viewers join the shoot and be there with us. If that's interesting to you, let me know (:
He's d...
2024-08-06 21:55:51 +0000 UTC
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Limited edition Polaroid projects went out last year (:
2024-08-03 16:46:02 +0000 UTC
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Boner enhancers????
As I show more of myself on the internet, the more I am contacted by brands to offer discount codes and get a % of their product referral in return. I just got an email from Boner Bears... and at first I was like ahhh nah, I'm not into that, it's not addressing the root cause and it's a "fix it" product buuuut then I wanted to check here to see if 1) you have used enhancers before and 2) if you would want to try these? M...
2024-07-30 17:48:50 +0000 UTC
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lol
2024-07-30 17:38:02 +0000 UTC
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don't forget to click on the photos, so you can see more of them (:
2024-07-28 19:51:43 +0000 UTC
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trying to remember what it was like..
2024-07-27 21:58:19 +0000 UTC
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I'm giving a lil gift called "oracle nails" if you'd like to participate !
Pick a number you're called to and I'll DM you to reveal the nail art & the message attached 🌹
2024-07-26 20:57:56 +0000 UTC
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coupla curves (:
2024-07-25 21:27:19 +0000 UTC
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five more from the last scene (:
2024-07-24 16:06:16 +0000 UTC
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hi (: how are you?
I've been recovering from a photo gig up in Oregon. It is wild how only two travel days and two days work can create such a vortex of an experience.
I love these kinds of things-- film sets, photo sets. Because they're always different from the last. I love problem solving, and there are always metaphorical fires to put out.
The only thing I want to change about them is the labor expected. If you treat ...
2024-07-24 01:37:06 +0000 UTC
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one of my favorite film photographs, printed, with light
2024-07-19 16:32:02 +0000 UTC
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additional photos
2024-07-18 04:30:04 +0000 UTC
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