Day 86 in Barcelona.
I promised to talk about the other person who i tried to be nice with but eventually let me down. Hes an onlyfans member, an early member. probably the first one who signed up here. I thought he was really sincere and at that time i didnt have many fans here, so when he asked me for my whatsapp, i just gave him.
over the course of these months, he kept sending me countless messages on whatsapp, which is fine. I reply to his m...
2022-01-08 22:27:45 +0000 UTC
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Day 84 in barcelona.
Its almost been three months here now. They say its a thing when it hits 3 months, that you will feel life is stuck again and you'll miss your family very very much. And this is how I feel now. This city is cold. And i feel like im losing my motivation. i want somebody to love. I want somebody to love me. Where is he? I remember the first month i got here, everything was exciting for me!! Nobody knew me!! I was like im so coo...
2022-01-06 22:04:07 +0000 UTC
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Day83? not sure
Need to tell you guys 2 stories that have happened to me lately. Both make me see the world clearer, both explain really well the phrase give an inch and they will take a mile.
So before the stories start, id like to say so far I THINK ive been nice to all my fans. And i always try to be as down to earth as possible.
First story, happened two months ago. An instagram fan kept messaging me asking me out. Now I dont have to, but i w...
2022-01-03 23:47:04 +0000 UTC
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day 80 in Barcelona
I cant believe what kinda New Years Eve I had yesterday.
Morning, i packed everything ready to move out to my new apartment only to find out when im there that the landlord had already rented the place to someone else. So i sat on the street in front of the apartment with all of my stuff, sick, headache, also homeless. I had literally nowhere to go. it was cold on the street....... And I begged and begged the landlord, cuz we ...
2022-01-01 19:58:18 +0000 UTC
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day 7?
I really hope this is not covid what I'm having. As this is the last thing my parents want to hear cuz they were so worried especially about covid before I moved to Spain.
Been 4 days lying in bed fever headache sore throat, know I'm finally feeling a lil better. but it's 4 days no music practice nothing.....I feel terrible I feel like wasting a lot of time. I feel bad. mentally and physically. Good thing is I finally found THE place to...
2021-12-31 00:30:41 +0000 UTC
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day 7? in Barcelona
i can't believe I'm sick again. I had never fainted before I came to Spain in my whole life. Last time I fainted was 2 months ago, at a hospital. hypoglycemia. today I fainted again too, like completely collapsed. Jesus what's going on?! I was visiting an apartment. I was there already then all of a sudden I just felt like I couldn't stand no more. needed to lie down. then I couldn't feel my legs and everything went blac...
2021-12-27 21:58:18 +0000 UTC
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Dm me if you want some ppv/ customized pictures 😏
2021-12-26 20:09:12 +0000 UTC
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Day??? I need to count again.
Merry Christmas everybody. Though for me I'm glad that it's finally over. Seriously nostalgic.
you might ask, what did you do on Christmas? the answer is sleep and practice. nothing else. I miss my fam I miss my fam.
Oh about the apartment. still haven't decided. And the 30th is right around the corner. gotta move out by then but....😐 so stressed.
Guys remember the first few days when I arrived in Spain, the ...
2021-12-25 23:53:22 +0000 UTC
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Day ?
Tired, depressed, stressed, annoyed. I wish life was easier. I feel different these days than the first time I arrive in Barcelona. I was crazy, excited, energetic all the time. Now I'm more calm, not even dressing up, not even wearing lipstick. just wanna quietly peacefully study,practice, go home , sleep. The excitement of being in a new country has faded away. Those novel walls with graffiti that once blew my mind are what I open my ...
2021-12-23 23:29:24 +0000 UTC
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Day 68 in Barcelona.
Got a lil lazy lately. Moving out soon and I still haven't found the right apartment. The good ones are all expensive af. and its the end of the year now i need to pay tuition soon... And my stupid landlord probably won't give me back my 400 euros deposit........ ufffff it's just.....Money really brings out happiness. I know alot of you probably dont agree with me. But from where I was coming from, money has always been an i...
2021-12-21 00:41:46 +0000 UTC
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Day 65 in Barcelona.
Nothing special for today except that I'm still super upset. I feel like my life is going nowhere again. Every day I practice I practice then what? I need to start creating more music but my landlords will have problems with me making noises...and I gotta be careful with my landlords.... not the type of relationship I wanna spend energy and time on. I need to move out ASAP.
2021-12-17 22:25:41 +0000 UTC
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Day 64
First time I'm disliking people from this country - My landlords. They made me cry by accusing me making the bathroom dirty. Its not me though, it's Brazilian guy who shares the apartment with me. And they thought it was me. The woman gave me a mean look last night and then the man came to talk to me today and be like : can we have a talk? You are making us super uncomfortable and we'd like you to leave this apartment as soon as possible. ...
2021-12-16 23:28:41 +0000 UTC
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Day 62 in Barcelona.
Been thinking a lot about my career. Wanna get a record deal but where to start ? There are just so many so many talented people out there. what do I do to become the person I want to be? I don't know.
Super cold in Spain now. normally I wouldn't have the courage to get up and go to lessons and stuff cuz it's just too cold. But I still stick to it.
Today I went to hunt for apartment cuz I'm moving. I'm surprised that when ...
2021-12-15 20:00:55 +0000 UTC
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can anybody see this post?🤔
2021-12-15 19:59:12 +0000 UTC
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day 60 in Barcelona
Yea I just went live 30 mins ago. How do I feel? I really don't know. what I did was a whole notch up and I had never done this - show my body thatway on internet and in a way that I feel like I'm one of those girls who make a living by doing porn.Much respect for them to be honest.What I'm saying is just that...hey what am I doing with my Life ?I'm a musician.I practice 10 hours a day for this ? What am I doing showing my bo...
2021-12-12 23:28:47 +0000 UTC
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guys I'm going live soon, in 5 minutes 🤯🤯🤯
2021-12-12 21:55:04 +0000 UTC
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idk what happened somehow this picture got deleted ????😂
2021-12-11 21:05:18 +0000 UTC
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Day 56
I'm applying for my NIE tmr. My visa is getting expired in less than 30 days. I hope everything goes fine, so that I don't get sent back to China and do my shitty job there with hansy old perverted Chinese men. I'm learning a lot here every day super busy. Met a lot of cool people.
oh also today I went to a Chinese restaurant, gosh I crave Chinese food. I ordered Ramen but it was mediocre and pricey... like the other day I went to anoth...
2021-12-08 23:16:55 +0000 UTC
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Comment what time ( GMT) you want me to go live on onlyfans!!🥰
2021-12-07 22:48:25 +0000 UTC
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Also, guys I'd be appreciated if you leave some comments or a like under my posts. The pictures you like!!!! (not just this post i mean lol) Especially free subscribers, so that I can interact with you guys more 😊
(and send a lil tips would be the best hahahafa)
2021-12-05 02:11:33 +0000 UTC
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So on Saturday / Sunday I'll try out going live on here, onlyfans. Stay tuned guys. I'll post an exact time on Instagram when I know when🥰
Should I go more lives on Onlyfans?
2021-12-03 10:09:41 +0000 UTC
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Day 50 in Barcelona.
I started my birth control pills 3 weeks ago and it's fuckjng my mood up. I can't concentrate on my study, my music, my diet, my life.... everything's become stressful to me ... I feel like hiting somebody at any moment...So here I am, taking it out on my drums.
Also been thinking a lot about where my career is going. I feel like I'm still being pretty much the same as I came here 50 days ago.the more I think about this the ...
2021-12-01 23:45:13 +0000 UTC
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Day ?? in Barcelona
Life's gone back to being busy again. except that I'm feeling less happy now. I feel like something is missing in my life - creation. I am doing a lot of practice for music yes but where is this going to? I'm not being an artist now I'm just being a hardworking copycat and I'm not that. This is something that's been bugging me, something that demotivates me recently. I miss making music, I miss performing, I want to put my so...
2021-11-30 00:22:00 +0000 UTC
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Day 46 in Spain
Growing up makes me hate festivals, birthdays and newyear countdowns.
Today I cried. this is about the second time Ive cried after I arrive in Barcelona. I feel incredibly lonely. I miss my family. I miss my parents I miss my sisters I miss my grandparents I miss them so much so much. what am I gonna do on the new year festival? It's gonna be the first time I spend it without being with my family first time in my life - for 22 y...
2021-11-28 00:53:11 +0000 UTC
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So I'm gonna post these unposted selfies on ig here so that you guys can see how much I love u 😚
2021-11-26 22:46:48 +0000 UTC
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Day 5 in Morroco
To be honestly i'm not feeling super happy these two days. Been thinking a lot. I feel like a complete loser. I'm feeling a little depressed again... Idk.... 😔 i dont know i dont know i dont know i dont know... what am i doing...........
sorry for all the rant... Didnt mean to bring you guys all these negativities. So how about a video of me taking a bath. Does it make you feel better haha?
2021-11-22 23:10:53 +0000 UTC
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Day 4 in Marrakech.
Miss being busy. I guess thats the point of vacations. I miss playing piano playing drums playing bass and guitar... I need to either find a way to practice here or get back asap for my music.
today was fun. Went to the rich part of the city. Colosal disperity between the rich and poor, all i can say. Hope everything is getting better with everybody... I hope in a few years when im back i wont be able to see 8 yearold kids w...
2021-11-22 00:07:21 +0000 UTC
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Day 3 in Morroco!!!
Morroco is a very different place. I like it a lot here. Everybody is very enthusiatic, very welcoming( maybe a little too welcoming), very amiable. I love the food here!! The food street at night is incredible. Lots of food, reminds me of Chinese barbecue stalls...
The only thing though is that they'll force you to pay for something you didnt ask for - it happened to me the first day i got here. This random lady in the squr...
2021-11-20 21:39:20 +0000 UTC
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these are just my random selfies haha. I'm in Morocco I'll be posting my journey my story tonight!!!! miss you guys a lot!!!! you guys love those Profesional photoshoot or my selfies ?😊😊😊
2021-11-19 16:37:33 +0000 UTC
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Day 36!!!!!!
Living in Spain is not cheap at all! I been making budget, keeping track of how much I spend every day. Turns out having only yogurt and nuts every meal, metro and all these small things can add up to 40 euros a day.......🤯 Im really trying to be thrifty but looks like it's still not enough. Gotta be harsher on myself now!!!!! But i wanted to get a looper (to loop the music i make and on top of it i can add drum beats piano sing b...
2021-11-17 22:48:16 +0000 UTC
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