How is your bumday going?
How is your bumday going?
2022-02-27 05:00:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Pain and fear effect your hormones. Adrenaline is one of them. And what goes up, must come down. After your system has been flooded and all things elevated, a sort of slow, soft calm starts to follow. In the aftermath of pain and stage fright can come a big rush of happy because not only did you face fear, you survived. And you get chemically rewarded for a job well done. Being high on your own supply typically only costs time and energy. U...
2022-02-25 19:55:45 +0000 UTC View PostWatching everything happen at home and feeling like this ...plus irrelevant tits š¤·š»āāļø
2022-02-24 13:38:18 +0000 UTC View PostDefinitely a noun. Not necessarily of the person-variety.
2022-02-23 00:02:30 +0000 UTC View PostThis had been my mood for the majority of the last few years. Just as I felt like I was getting over myself, I had to start getting over the state of the world. And in that, I had to find myself again. I canāt dwell on time past or things that have changed - but a previous version of me certainly did. I was miserable not because my life was terrible, but because my misery is what I was focusing on. Arguably my life is infinitely more chaot...
2022-02-21 18:28:04 +0000 UTC View PostI havenāt done a live talk in a very long time Come watch me be nervous on a more prudish platform (Instagram) š
2022-02-21 03:22:53 +0000 UTC View PostThe more I empower my body to make my choices for me, the less I cater to the chaos of the cranium. A āfck yesā and a āfck noā are much easier to distinguish when you make that choice based on feeling vs thought. The brain is tasked with calculating every possible outcome and scenario and THEN dumps chemicals into the body based on what previous patterns have predisposed it to. Itās a confusing cocktail. And can lead us in circles if...
2022-02-19 19:38:13 +0000 UTC View PostWhat are you looking forward to this year?
2022-02-19 05:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostLighting is a great disguise :)
2022-02-18 05:01:32 +0000 UTC View PostIāll never forget the first time mushrooms f0rced me to open my heart. I was having such a hard time on one of my first trips in a very dark part of my life. There was no escaping what was coming up - the only way out was through. My body demanded that during this moment in which I was certain Iād never be okay again (you know...those āthis is me foreverā spirals š) - I had to physically open my heart. Bridges and backbends only. A...
2022-02-16 14:37:39 +0000 UTC View PostIf you want something, the highest probability of having your needs met is to do it yourself. Physically Emotionally Psychologically Financially Today is a day we tend to think about love. The love we have Or crave Or miss Or fear Regardless of what you're told to buy or think or feel - remember you can love yourself. With your thoughts Your investments Or your hands Whatever the moment calls for
2022-02-15 01:37:21 +0000 UTC View PostBreath has the ability to take us out of our bodies or put us more deeply into them. Placing your hands on your flesh has the ability to connect you to yourself or help you hate on yourself. Don't like how things feel? Change your inputs. Don't like how things look? Change your perspective. Nothing is truly black and white. Everything exists in a gradient. Small shifts create big changes.
2022-02-09 20:04:15 +0000 UTC View PostWhat makes you laugh without fail?
2022-02-05 05:01:08 +0000 UTC View PostI've always known the one cross I would die on (beyond the ones I'd love to be b3@t on) is the fact that nudity should not be demonized. It's so dangerous to us collectively, individually physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Our bodies are magnificent universes that are performing tiny and massive miracles on a daily fcking basis. Showing up for yours doesn't have to mean showing it off. Just don't run away from it. Your body l...
2022-02-05 00:40:47 +0000 UTC View PostProfessionally unprofessional tip: unwashed hair photographs better. Nothing creates drama and texture quite like the right level of your own filth. That's not wind in my hair - it's just sweat and snack dust. (Self shot in another lifetime)
2022-02-03 23:08:42 +0000 UTC View PostIsolation in itself is an illness. Itās interesting to attempt to get better while simultaneously getting worse in other ways. Instead of asking āwhy is this happening to meā Iām trying to lean into āwhat can I learn from this?ā I actually can finish and enjoy reading multiple books in week if I try. Iām grateful for my rope and my mat. I miss making art. Giant spiders donāt bother me as much as they once did (as long as the...
2022-02-02 20:00:36 +0000 UTC View PostTell me what day it is without checking your calendar
2022-01-30 16:11:51 +0000 UTC View PostI was supposed to have an Ayahuasca ceremony for my birthday, but the universe had different plans. And instead I got C0v|d š A former version of me would have been very disappointed by this. And to say there arenāt some low feelings would be a lie. But over the last few years I have felt my patience and acceptance of what is become less of an idea that I embrace and more of a truth that I can actually live. Going fast & being in con...
2022-01-29 16:12:22 +0000 UTC View PostGuess what I got for my birthday... covid š
2022-01-28 19:08:25 +0000 UTC View PostToday is my 31st birthday. I write this to you long before that happens - because I'm not sure exactly where I'll be today. But I know it'll be exactly where I'm supposed to be. It is scary to turn off one's sources of income and social contact in an attempt to access more of living. But it was a step I always knew was coming and was just too afraid to admit to. I have nothing more to offer you today asides from my thanks and appreciation. Go...
2022-01-28 16:12:05 +0000 UTC View Post