Without things that make you uncomfortable, you are doomed to stay the same.
The game these apps want people to play is reflexive of the societal standards that keep people complacent, compliant, anxious and depressed.
“Do as we say, not as we do”
“If we don’t like what you say, we’ll make it hard for you to speak”
“Present your best self and save the rest for when you’re in private”
“Things are not as they seem”
How d...
2022-01-24 13:34:03 +0000 UTC
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More black and white bum on this Sunday
2022-01-23 16:11:46 +0000 UTC
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I think I finally miss shooting other humans doing weird things.
2022-01-22 16:11:47 +0000 UTC
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How's your flexibility?
2022-01-22 05:01:07 +0000 UTC
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My shapes always remind me more of geometry than humanity
2022-01-16 16:11:46 +0000 UTC
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The best supervisor
2022-01-15 16:12:10 +0000 UTC
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Are you pierced?
If so, where?
2022-01-14 05:01:23 +0000 UTC
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Black and white butt seems to be a winner around here - noted!
2022-01-09 16:11:39 +0000 UTC
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I used to define womanhood by an aesthetic and suffered a lot of mental anguish by not being able to uphold the norm.
I haven't worn heels outside of a photoshoot in multiple years because my flimsy framework simply does not function well on them.
I tried and trained and tried and my best efforts always ended in pools of blo0d, tears and adult tantrums.
This hurt my ego.
And my aesthetic.
And I found myself distancing myself from anything femm...
2022-01-09 00:42:44 +0000 UTC
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As a flesh bag, we require social interaction to be happy, grounded and feel alive.
Scientifically speaking, the endorphin rush we get off online interactions, while great for our chemicals, does not have the same physiological response as in-person connection.
When I stopped treating this place like an opportunity to connect, I found myself finally feeling more connected.
To myself, my surroundings and the physical world.
The down side was t...
2022-01-07 13:56:10 +0000 UTC
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I haven’t had partnered sex in over a month and it’s been glorious.
I often swing between fasting and indulging in order to understand what my body is calling for.
The difference between “want” and “need” can be confused by intense emotional pulls and external factors.
Finding quiet and stillness ironically increases the volume of whatever is left.
I’ve gone long periods of exploring hypersexuality, f0rced celibacy, self-imp...
2022-01-03 18:08:11 +0000 UTC
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I highly recommend these stockings for anyone looking for a great butt-lift-illusion.
They are from Leg Avenue.
2022-01-02 16:11:43 +0000 UTC
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Lessons are loops until they are cleared and traveling in concentric circles tends to be disorienting.
How is it that we can seem to cover so much distance and end up at the same place we started?
Because we are the common denominator of our journey.
The course does not change until we do.
Round and round we go.
Where she stops - only she knows.
Instead of resolutions and goals for this new calendar year - I’ve opted for some tough love. M...
2022-01-02 14:52:14 +0000 UTC
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What was your biggest shame-shedding win of 2021?
2021-12-31 19:11:59 +0000 UTC
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What takes your breath away?
2021-12-27 03:17:00 +0000 UTC
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I absolutely hated this photo and it completely violated the boundaries I laid out for this shoot
It took me years to get over the fact that it even existed - after explicitly telling the photographer that spread shots of any sort were completely against my comforts.
His response "I shoot everything and you can decide after"
I should have said "no you will shoot what I give you permission to shoot, and nothing else"
But immaturity and insecur...
2021-12-26 19:12:15 +0000 UTC
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I miss this face
2021-12-24 19:11:40 +0000 UTC
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Technically this is a double bum-day!
2021-12-19 19:11:50 +0000 UTC
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What is your go-to method of self-soothing?
2021-12-18 19:11:41 +0000 UTC
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Oh hi
2021-12-17 19:11:41 +0000 UTC
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Two handfuls are always better than one
Especially with Max’s massive mitts 😍🥰
2021-12-12 19:11:55 +0000 UTC
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How do you feel about marks?
2021-12-10 19:11:51 +0000 UTC
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I really love the size difference between Max and I
Especially his hands...
2021-12-06 07:11:35 +0000 UTC
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When I moved into this place, I could immediately tell the landlord was kinky because there were hard points and D-rings strategically all around the bed.
2021-12-04 19:12:05 +0000 UTC
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When your mind gets the better of you, what do you do?
2021-12-03 19:12:07 +0000 UTC
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Sunday Bumday (with a side of existentialism)
I've been coming up against a lot of shame lately - and the one-year anniversary of this platform.
I spoke to my mom about it for the first time. I've tried before, but she's refused. This time the conversation lasted a few minutes before she told me "this is all she thinks of me" and quickly found a new topic.
And I've felt that way from quite a few humans in my life - like this is all they think ...
2021-11-28 19:11:38 +0000 UTC
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It's almost Sunday...
2021-11-28 03:02:22 +0000 UTC
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So many feelings of "not enough" come up with this work.
"Work" - something I find myself shaming myself for.
I get paid.
There is labour.
We are all a whore to something.
And yet I look at this and ask myself "is this selfish?"
"What contribution does it make?"
"Does it have to?"
Purpose and money are so intertwined because capitalism forces us to multitask and layer ourselves on top of ourselves without giving us enough space to ask "is thi...
2021-11-27 19:11:35 +0000 UTC
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Describe your best hand technique to me
2021-11-21 19:11:47 +0000 UTC
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Current status is an equal mixture of all three.
How about you?
2021-11-20 19:12:09 +0000 UTC
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